THE ANSWER
At night as i lay in bed,
thought of death creep through my head
Would they notice? would they care?
Would i even take that chance; and dare?
Dare to plunge that knife deep into my soul,
To fill that never ending hole
The sky seems as black as me,
but no one seems to see
I hide beneath my mask
And if anyone asks;
I am fine,
Because all my feelings, belong to me, they are mine
All i can think of is that knife;
The only thing stopping me is my life
I take a breath,
But all my thoughts are filled with death
Nothing seems like its worth it any more,
I wish my life was no more
I take on last look around my room;
but all this reminds me of is inpending doom
I look at the photos on the walls,
but sadness is all it calls
This all seems to easy to get out,
All I want to do is shout
In a few moments I will be in another place,
I've packed my bags, & changed my face
I don't think I've been this happy in a while,
There's something on my face, it's a smile
It's finally time to go,
The lights are dimmed, they seem low
The knife is my only friend,
It's the only one that can mend
Then into my heart it plunges deep,
And out of my eye, I tear I weap
Tears of happiness I cry,
Finally, I am ready to die
My lifeless body slumps on the bed,
This is it, I am dead
Heavens gates open up to me,
Finally I can see clearly
This is where I finalyl belong,
I have been waiting for this place for so long
I'm sorry you never knew,
I'm sorry I never told you
What was going on inside,
But it was so much easier to hide
You all thought i was happy but you weren't right,
Something was wrong but I kept it out of sight
You never noticed, you never cared,
But finally my feelings I shared
Maybe next time, you will know
Maybe next tiem it will show
You will see the anger, the pain
And someone's life you might gain
Please, no one ask me why? or how?
But jsut know I'm much happier where i am now
Published on: 14th of April, 2006
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I would really like it if you did this,
Michelle
